To Hate You by Bella J.

Dear Noah,
I hate you.
I hate the memory of you.
I hate the color of your eyes and the image of your face that’s stuck inside my head.
But, no matter how hard I try, I can’t forget you.
I hate that damn cottage. I hate that I can still smell you when I go in there, and I wish I could burn it all to the ground.
I hate that I kissed you that night. I hate that I can’t go back in time and stop myself from doing it.
That’s how it all started, with a simple kiss. A stupid kiss. A moment that ruined my life.
I hate the letter you left me. I hate that I sat around for weeks waiting for you, hoping you’d come back.
But you never did.
I hate that I still miss you. You don’t deserve it.
I hate that you were right. You hurt me just like you said you would.
And I hate that, even though you broke my heart…I’ll never forget you.
Ever.
Not all my love,
Sienna