Tainted Love by Cerise Cole

Hell doesn’t just follow me. It’s a part of me – the most powerful one.

When I called my father evil, I had no clue how true that was. For years, he’s abused me. He had his reasons, but that doesn’t make it any better. In truth, it makes me terrified of what I’ll become.
I’m an abomination.
That’s what Deke calls it, but I hate that term. How can I be the good girl and evil at the same time? More importantly, what does this mean for the guys I’m now bound to?
The four of us have been tasked with making sure the seals that hold back Hell never break. We are the Brethren, the first line of defense against the start of the apocalypse. Just one problem: the seal in our backyard is already cracked.
It’s starting.
My newfound power is the answer to all of this. If I can just learn how to master it – and keep the Order of Martyrs from finding out – then we can close the seal. If they figure out what I am, though, they will kill me.
Because all abominations must die.
Even the good ones.