Tainted Brood by Ellabee Andrews

Time means nothing in a world without clocks. Calendars don’t matter; as the days are only noted by the changing of the seasons. But when your family is in danger— time is everything.
I’ve been betrayed, threatened, and hurt, but never broken. . . it’s the one thing I won’t allow. That was before my family was brought into the equation though. I’ll do whatever it takes to save them, even if it means sacrificing myself. And the men who’ve never left my side, the ones that have stuck by me even after my lies were revealed, are along for the ride.
I only hope that when they learn of my final deal, the choice I made to ensure there would be help to protect not only them, but my parents too, that they’ll find it in themselves one last time to forgive me.
The only absolutes that I have would be that I will risk it all to keep my people safe. Even if it meant that I’m left forsaken in the end.