Power Bottom by Jeremy Jenkins

Luke:
Being a submissive guy with anxiety isn’t easy. Just when I thought I had my demons beat, they reemerged from the woodwork to torment me.
Luckily I have Adam — my handsome, dominating police officer of a fiancée — to keep me safe. Though he’s great at shielding me from danger, he can only do so much to protect me from my own mind.
Ever since we moved to New York City, Adam’s been on some high-profile detective case and won’t share the details. Because he keeps me in the dark about all the “scary stuff,” I can’t help but feel the rift between us widen.
Thankfully, we’re immersing ourselves in the NYC kink community and learning more about that forbidden, fascinating world. Adam makes me feel like a deity in the playroom, and that keeps our bond intact.
Will it be enough? Or will my anxiety monster tear our relationship to shreds?

Adam:
Luke is my everything, and I’d do anything to keep him safe. Which was why it was nearly impossible to tell him about my current investigation, knowing that his worry could send him reeling into a crippling anxiety meltdown.
I have a new police partner that I don’t trust yet, a new city to protect, and a killer on the loose that’s targeting guys strikingly similar to the love of my life. The cozy life I’ve built with Luke in our Brooklyn Brownstone is the only oasis I have away from my Law & Order day-to-day, and I’ll do anything to keep it untarnished. The more I try to protect Luke, the further away he seems. My obsession with keeping him safe might just cost me everything.
Our saving grace is what we do in the playroom. We’re making friends who are into the same things and learning all kinds of kinky new tricks. But there could be a killer lurking in their midst…