Only for Us by JD Chambers

“Just once, I’d like to be part of my own couple, and not the third wheel.”
Jay Howard might look like Tinker Bell, but he’s looking for a man who will accept all facets of him – from flirty brat to dom top. With all his friends happily coupling up, Jay fears he’ll never find a man to love, much less one who loves all of him.
“Once again, fate has decided to have a laugh at my expense, because standing right in front of us is the only man I’ve never been able to get out of my head.”
Silas Boone III has been punishing himself for years for his younger self’s screw-ups. Just as he finds someone with the power to make him trust himself again, he’s confronted by a face from the past – one that reminds him of his mistakes and all the possibilities he once dreamed could be his.
“I’d found the love of my life. Most people don’t even get that much, so it felt selfish to look for more.”
After his boyfriend of nine years dies suddenly of a heart attack, Cameron MacGowan moves to Fort Collins for a fresh start. What starts as simple flirtation and easing back into dating turns into a tangle of longing and wanting for two totally different men.
Can Jay, Boone, and Cameron navigate through the treacherous waters of the past to reach a future together?