Live For Me by Lizzie James

Grief.
It swallows you whole, not spitting you out until it has dissolved all that is warm inside of you.
Losing the girl I’d thought would be mine forever was like living in a nightmare I couldn’t wake from, where nothing felt real and everything was inescapable.
When I returned home from a failed attempt at rediscovering my spark—buried even deeper in darkness—I remained distant with everyone I loved, until I met Nina.
She waltzed into my life, telling me to live it to the full. She urged me to put my past behind me and experience new things with her. But as much as I tried, and no matter how much Nina and my head tried to argue, my heart remained with Addie: the girl I’d lost.
Could I expect Nina to understand she would never have me completely—that she would always have to share my heart with another woman? And was asking her to a risk worth taking?