Hudson by Joanne Sexton

Lucas Hudson is a tortured soul after a tragic death. He lives day by day constantly plagued by nightmares and flash backs.
He joins the police force with the hope of catching a killer and obtaining justice for others. But when the case goes cold he begins to think they will never get the justice his family deserve. Throwing himself into work, he becomes a shell of the boy he used to be.
Not wanting to feel pain again he bounces from one girl to the next, but his life isn’t fulfilling. Guilt follows his exploits yet the comfort of a warm body has him seeking girl after girl.

But is this any way to live?
Can the man become the boy he once was?