Hell and a Hard Place by Lindsay Paige

What’s a girl to do when she’s in love with her best friend but she can’t have him? Well, I pretend I’m not. I keep my best friend, FC, close and keep my life moving forward. I work. I date. I see my therapist for my mental health issues. But everything always leads back to FC, no matter what I do. The distance between us, FC’s secrets, and our own relationships keep us apart while bringing us closer together.

I’m a guy with loads of problems. Where do I even begin? I’m an on-again off-again smoker. I’m an alcoholic. I have a best friend of twelve years who I can’t live without, and I only recently met Idaline in person when she let me escape to her house one night. Oh, and did I mention I have an abusive girlfriend? That every day winds up being worse than that last? I’m stuck between hell and a hard place with the dimmest of lights at the end of the tunnel. And that light might not even be there tomorrow. Because things will get worse before they get better.