Breaking Blaze by Eve Black

The moment he saw Anna Cass, seventeen, beautiful, brave, Blaze Harris knew he was screwed. She was too bright, too innocent, too good for a broken boy from a broken home with nothing to offer her. But he couldn’t stay away. She was the light in his dark, the song in his silent void, the promise of something he could never dare hope for. And for eight years, he did all he could to keep the promise he made to himself: love her, but leave her untouched.
For years, he told himself she didn’t belong to him, that he didn’t deserve her, living the degenerate life of a manwhore, regret eating away at him even as he held the one woman he loved at a safe distance.
But promises like the one he made are meant to be broken. And finally making Anna Cass his would break him…but breaking Blaze only made him burn that much hotter.