Awestruck at Dusk by Alejandra Andrade

In the aftermath of an unthinkable tragedy, Billie Murphy is forced to come to grips with her grief, her mysterious past, and her conflicted feelings for the two men in her life, in Awestruck at Dusk, the third book in the Moonstruck series.
Just as the pieces of Billie’s life seem to be falling into place, including her relationship with her seriously perfect boyfriend Nathan, a shocking loss shatters Billie’s world. Shaken, devastated, and despite herself, Billie can’t help but still feel drawn to her neighbor, and it-boy celebrity actor, William. Even with their friendship on shaky ground, their chemistry is undeniable. Torn over her feelings for Nathan, and haunted by jealousy toward a gorgeous new girl on the scene, the mounting turmoil comes to the surface in Billie’s terrifying nightmares.
With tension building all Summer long, Billie is forced to make tough decisions and take her life in to her own hands for the first time. Can she grab hold of the freedom and happiness she’s longed for, or will she play it safe and follow the path that’s been chosen for her?